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- Current Residence: beijing, China.
- Interests: learning telekinesis
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- Favourite genre of music: rock, indie & jazz
- Favourite artist: Ai Wei Wei and Christophe Decarnin
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- Personal Quote: "optimism is key- we will prevail!" :) caroline quinn
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i'm going back to the starttt,
AND!
I don't laugh anymore.
I don't laugh at everything.
Nothing.
Not even a giggle.
I never giggle.
Or laugh.
Never.
No giggling.
No laughing.
Sometimes.
I chuckle.
Only when I'm so sad, that can't cry.
I have to laugh.
And it hurts so much.
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and he goes into an ice cream parlour every day
and buys two ice creams,
and offers one to the empty school next to him
one day, the manager asks him
why do you always offer an ice cream to the chair next to you?
and he says
"well,
quantum mechanics dictates that there's a chance that the matter above this chair will turn into a beautiful woman who will have sex with me. "
and then the manager goes
"well, plenty of single beautiful women come in here.
why don't you just offer it to one of them? they might have sex with you."
and then the physicist goes
"well, what are the chances of that?"
HAH it's not that funny.
but still you know.
I could try (:
Today I looked through pictures of us and I concluded that I miss you like JAHDJAHSJDHSAJDAKSDHAKJDHALSKDHAD
And I would do pretty much anything to be there right now.
At the moment I am on the verge of a breakdown because I don't know what to do with myself because I have never wanted to get out of one place so badly.
I have never hated anything as much as I hate it here. NEVER.
And all the people. Are really starting to get on my nerves.
I assure you none of them will see this, so I will talk openly about their stupidity and shallow-ness ):
I have never met such insensitive people. What idiots.
I wish I was in China. Or anywhere EXCEPT here! WITH YOU!
And I'm not going to London for Christmas. They're talking France. Or Greece. Or Italy.
Forgive me for being a spoiled child, but I'd rather not spend Christmas in an expensive Italian Hotel!
And, oh, Italian boys are overrated anyway.
Besides, I don't want to go to Greece with my family! One day, when you and I travel the world, we'll go to Greece. And you know, when we study Fashion together in New York. We'll go to France for break.
And it doesn't help that I feel like I left my personality in China. I can't be myself. I've fucking lost myself. I want my blonde hair back. It's starting to seem like more then just hair now.
And maybe it's all too much for a Deviantart comment. But I really don't care who reads this. They will just know that a girl who is very upset with her parents for taking her to such a horrible place misses you very much. And needs you very most right now.
Did I mention I hate this house? I just turned the light on, so all of a sudden, I saw everything in the house.
It's small and stuffy. And dark. And cramped with expensive-looking Chinese furniture that smells like cheep Chinese potpourri, that could've only been bought in China because it's so potent and cheep. It's like living in a furniture ware-house with people who are there to make your life miserable.
And there's so much routine it's driving me beyond nuts, I can't stand routine. Having dinner. At the same time. Everyday. Breakfast. Same time. Everyday. I hate hate hate hate hate it.
And I think, theoretically. The routine has sucked all the creative energies out of me. So I'm just a blob of nothing now.
AND GOOD GOD LILLY ALLEN. My mother is obsessed with Lilly Allen. And you know what happens? When I hear a British accent? YOU KNOW? And she plays Lilly Allen 24/7 but doesn't take me to England for Christmas?!?!
I can't wait to grow up. And go to England all by my lonesome. And get out of here.
It's so sandy, and temporary. It's like staying in a hotel where the people who work there know you too well and try to make it feel like home, but it doesn't work. And it's hot. It screwed up my sense of hot and cold. You know? I'm cold all the time now. And I live in the desert. How can you live in the desert and be cold all the time!?
It feels like I've been here forever. I can't even remember what pollution smells like.
I love the pollution. I think for the sake of my sanity, I will try to pollute the air here as much as possible. I think that would be a positive attempt at happiness, don't you think?
Anyway. A Sertain person. (The code was the "S", get it? S!) is really bothering me. I mean, I can see why she'd be bothered. She thinks I'm in love with her boyfriend. But really, he's been gone for a month and I am barely surviving without him! He is my closest friend here! She obviously doesn't get that.
This comment, I think, has gotten way out of control. I didn't plan on it being this long. But typing this all out is making me feel much better.
And I think that everyone scrolling your page should know that Dubai is Shit. And that they should live in China instead.
I'm sorry for ranting. Go online please. (:
I love you to the edge of time and space which is constantly expanding.
FML.
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I miss you like crazy.
you need to come back.
you've left your heart here, honey.
and even if Dubai is crap
and you want to be here,
don't you EVER forget.
I'm always with you.
Always,
in heart, you know?
(:
I miss you being here.
I miss your house being here.
I miss being there.
Also don't worry.
Your hair is still hot.
Either way
(:
That Sertain person is fucking delusional.
If I were there I'd be popping a cap in her ass.
Literally.
GOD FUCKING DAMMNIT WHY CAN'T YOU BE HERE.
But it's okay.
If you go to Greece tell mee.
My parents want to go to a beach
and so far it's
1. Hawaii
2. India
or you know
maybe Greece.
come hooooooooooome.
also you know.
TEMPORARY.
god, I love you
to the edge of time, and space, which is constantly expanding.
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Buck teeth for everyone! :B
Jesus =
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